Writing

[nemeru]

If I write something, I want it to be big. I want it to be monumental and I want it to make a difference. Is it so bad not to want just another throwaway fanfic? It's horrible but I know you all know what I'm talking about. That story that you read in maybe a couple minutes, sometimes even spend up to an half and hour or more on it but at the end of the day, it's just one along the long line of fanfics you have to read and when the next one comes up, you've almost already forgotten you've read it. And after a few more stories, you definitely would have. I don't want my writing to consist of that.

But even I know writing is an art, one that you can learn and grow at and practice at being better. One doesn't start off at the top and you have to work your way for it. I know this. I just have to get myself off my ass, haul myself up that freaking mountain and make my story mean something. Maybe in doing so, I can make the rest of my life mean something as well.